Your determined to end your life, and take everyone you can with you. Won't that be glorious. Do you really understand how many people you hurt with your actions. Do you know how many people feel for you?

Im so horribly torn.

I want to run while I still have a chance to get away. I want to get away from you so that I can survive. I want to be somewhere else. Your the worst thing thats happened to me.

But I want you to be ok. I want you to live, And I know you need someone there to give you hope. I want to give you hope.

What the hell am I supposed to do?

~Arekin